For every lie you’ve told me I’ll cut off your tongue
Your eyes are wandering, uncomfortable forcing me
To remember that I am once again just another
Piece of Ass
I’ll scrap at your eyes with my nails until they bleed
The way you shove me is not at all friendly
You should meet your doom any minute
My hands wrapped around your neck
Let me speak, why do you interrupt?
Too much work, you work me way too hard
Why don’t I give you a test?
I ask for help, a simple thing
You give me unwanted attention
To my unanswered questions
My attention span is short
And you toy with it
You’ve been using me,
For everything you owe me
I should tally into your egotistical skin
You mock me, but who are you
Another one of the originals
Someone I can’t be so deal with it
Just give me what I need
And I could be on my way,
But instead you choose to play
Your deceiving, and you think I don’t know
You steal when I’m down, the best time to slip in unnoticed
Is it so hard to ask me, am I that intimidating?
Why must you flinch when I raise my hand
Have I taunted you that badly?
YOU are a drill in my temple
Slowing turning
Going ever so deeper
You continue like nothings wrong
And you know something is
Why don’t you just confront me like a man
Standing over me
Always hovering, do you feel in control that way?
Just jump on my and get it over with
Another scar won’t matter
Another plaque on your wall
Tempting me just to see the anger
You make my hands shake with grief
I thought it was me that had this disease
But you’re the one whose spreading it
Just one more pill and I can forget all this
Is this what I have become
I can’t find you
Your lost
Never had a real painkiller
These just make it worse
A time bomb ready to go off
Tick Tock
Will you be the one to trip the wire.
Or will I?
Your words are spilling out of your mouth
But none of it is making sense
Throbbing stop asking leave it alone
This is how I deal picking at the bones
Its never quite clean, always gets cluster
Starts to grow another head
Shame is it, it is you
Fading away
Every thought forgotten
Until the next time
SO violent, and it won’t stop
I can’t, I’m unable
To coop
Can’t you see I’m working
You babble and ask me why I’m not done
Can’t concentrate
You words linger in my head
Until I’m so confused and filled with hate
That my eyes are bloodshot
And my face is wet and itchy
From the stolen makeup
Tears cascading
Trying to block it out
Once I do I think of something else
I become lost in myself
What am I to do
And who are you?
Don’t trigger me,
I might go off
Its not that easy
SO drop it
I feel this like this everyday
Like clockwork
Here comes another problem
Tick Tock